(still have not finished this post, sorry…)
Hope is a powerful thing which I disagree to have in my life. Hope is inclining towards the more beneficial options for us. It is not natural, attacking the flow and tries to change nature.
When we know that we cannot control things outside of us, the external factors, then Hope contradicts the nature. Why do we Hope of something out of our control? Just to fall, my dear? Just to comfort us temporarily? Just to be irrational for a moment? Just to dismiss nature in its perfect coordination?
Is it hard to erase Hope entirely?
Yes, it’s hard.
Still, it doesn’t change how I disagree to it.
It takes discipline of one’s mind and I am willing to exercise my mind although it’s hard.