After being aware of own thoughts and feelings, deciding what I wanna do about them is really easy.
Whether my effort would be a total loss or whatever.. I would not regret it because I wanted it and did it in the right way. I hurt nobody and tried something I seldom do.
When the time is tough, I’d rather run and give up by any means. That’s what I often do but not who I am. However when I recall bad things I did in the past which made me feel guilty, I knew I shouldn’t have done another mistake in a relationship. I can choose right here right now to be who I want to be.
I’m choosing to stay because it is special to me to the length that I don’t want to picture my life without it.
I could live but it wouldn’t as good as I had. I’m very fortunate and smart enough to fight for it.