Read : The Same Pressure, Different Reactions

Today was the 12th day after the lecturers explained the procedure of the college final paper which was going to be required for submission in the 21st November 2014.

Hereby I declare myself for have been going through different kinds of negative emotion & continuous nightmares. Some realistic and opinionated people would consider those events as the natural phases of their lives but not me. I perceived them as the unpleasantry.

Notwithstanding 12 days were spent without any endeavor in revising my college thesis, I, finally realized those useless wasted days to reach my point here and now. Practically, I have all of the money, time, energy, security, social & emotional support which I need for this 7th semester if I remain avoiding certain tasks & responsibilities then I will accept myself as a loser. Obviously, a sense of growing up by completing my assignment is my biggest anxiety and for me, that thought is very appropriate for a loser.

I said social support, right? Yes, there is no one who points me out as a loser besides myself.

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  1. aryah19 says:

    Just keep doing whatever you do. Aku percaya kalau kamu bisa mengatasi semuanya. Aku nggak begitu kenal Lia yang dulu seperti apa tapi Lia yang aku kenal selama 3 tahun ini adalah Lia yang bisa netral, dan bisa ngelakuian hal apapun yang emang dia targetkan buat dia lakukan. Skripsi emang penting. Dan kamu juga udah komit bakalan ngerjain skripsimu dalam 2 bulan lebih ini, kalau kamu udah ngelakuin sesuai dengan porsimu, kerja keras ada, tinggal serahkan semuanya sama yang di atas atau the universe. Aku ingat kamu pernah ngomong gitu ke aku. Itu baik kalau kamu sadar kalau kamu akhir2 ini mengeluarkan energi negatif dimana-mana, dan manusiawi aku rasa kamu jengkel orang lg happy di saat kamu sedang down2nya. (kt pernah diskusiin kasus ini juga bersama2, dan aku pernah berada di posisimu jadi ini bukan omong kosong perkataan manis buat nenangin km). Tapi akhirnya kan semuanya tergantung dari kita dan pilihan yang kt ambil. Apa kita akan tetap memilih untuk berpikir negatif terus menerus atau mencoba untuk move on dari hal2 itu.

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