He is like a relative, one of the closest people to me.
If my existence could get into his way of being with the other person, I would feel really guilty.
I don’t feel I have to see him every day. Or talk to him every single day.
He is just someone I would miss from time to time.
I guess that is how profound he is to me right now.. A close relative, a nice one, a great one. Yet, I don’t have the intention to possess him just for me.