How could you stay in a relationship with someone who did not care of what you were interested to? How? Explain.
That’s just.. Bizarre.
Aren’t you just dying to strangle that person?
At least, that person could have some respect or an inch of appreciation of what you’re doing and putting your effort into.
You thought that person could change, you even forgot how revolting and bitter that person’s insults were, you were able to forget! The space you’ve created for a while meant nothing, NOTHING! As if you both were never apart or somewhat distant! That person still acts the same way with the exact crappy attitude.
You’ve been assertive, you kept reminding that person of how sad/disappointed/hurt you were because of that person’s action but it didn’t change a thing.
You were simply keep repeating the pattern.
Have some time apart, forget, forgive, meet each other, being insulted once, twice, third time and so on for as long as you can endure that then just repeat to step 1.
At the end you just wanna scream “STAY AWAY FROM ME”, “I DON’T NEED YOU”, “I DON’T DESERVE THIS NEGATIVITY IN MY LIFE”.
Update 10 July 2016
wow I wrote this on 30th of August 2013??? Oh wow. That was 3 years ago, eh? *amazed*
basically, this is about my ex, obviously. Now I barely remember my feelings for him, I can’t feel the love or hatred anymore… But I’m glad for all of these posts, our conversations in the social media, all of them show me the ups and downs of my past relationship with this guy… I’m glad they exist.